Totally Discouraged

The house I fell in love with is a No-Go. My parents went by to look at it a few days before I went out of town. Apparently there are like an extra $50,000 in upgrades the chick didn't tell us about. We even asked what was upgraded. For some reason it slipped her mind that the whole fucking house was an upgrade. I'm kinda pissed, can you tell?

I was counting on my parents for help with a down payment. I can't get a straight answer out of anyone other than, "Don't worry about it." Last week when I asked about it again, my dad told me he'd give me $1,000. I appreciate the offer, but seriously, $1,000 isn't going to get me anywhere.

I went to look at houses again last night with my realtor. We saw two models that I really like, but they're out west pretty far. I'm going to have to learn to deal with the location because that's all I'm going to be able to do if I want something new in my price range. My parents went to look at the place today and my mom told me the location, "... is really inconvenient." Well excuse the shit out of me! How often do they think they're going to be coming over?

Finally, S and I have been texting, nearly every day, since we had coffee a few weeks ago. We texted while I was on both of my trips. He sent me some funny drunk texts on Friday night and the last time we texted was on Saturday night. I didn't hear from him at all over the last three days. I sent him a text today to say hi and I still haven't heard back from him. Seriously? Don't just blow me off. I just want to cry...