For reasons entirely unknown to me, I'm feeling quite stabby today. I love that term. Stabby. It conveys so much in six little characters. I'm ridiculously restless, hot, and cranky. It's not a good look for me.
Y'all are aware of my obsession with the Black Dagger Brotherhood series, yes? I'm re-reading it before I get the new book that just came out. Yes, the 9th book was released last week in case you're living under a rock. In the event you have it and/or are reading it, DO NOT tell me ANYTHING about it. Remember the stabby feelings I mentioned above? Yeah, try not to fuck with me today. Mmmkay?
Anyhoodle, what I was getting at was... for those of you who've read the series, do you remember when Bella goes into her needing (Zsadist, book 3, Lover Awakened) (if you have no idea what the hell I'm talking about, skip along to the next paragraph)? I know how effing ludicrous this sounds, but... minus the physically painful need for sex, I think I understand it. I have never been more restless in my entire life. I've never felt the longing I feel right now. Maybe it's the heat. Maybe it's my hormonies (reference to My Big Fat Greek Wedding). Maybe it's me losing my freaking mind. I dunno, but I don't like it. In other news, I taught myself how to crochet a flower by watching a video on YouTube. I love to crochet, and since I don't know how to do anything other than a scarf, I thought I'd attempt something new. I'd like to say crocheting is calming, but my body tenses up so much when I do it, I don't know that it's as beneficial as I'd like it to be! Next on my list is a hat... I'll need Queenie for that one.
Years in therapy have taught me how to observe a situation (generally something in my personal life), reflect on it, and figure out the intricacies. I'm coming to realize that being bored is very much a bad thing for me. I need a challenge. I need something to focus on. I need to use my brain. And I'm soooo not doing any of those things these days. It's time to start doing some hard thinking about some major choices and start moving forward with my life. This holding pattern isn't working for me. Ok, that's enough deep, emotionalness from me for the last two days. Hope your day is less stabby than mine!
7 comments:
Pretty sure I feel stabby every day. Especially at work. =)
was wondering if you had gotten the new book yet. i just started reading it. i won't say anything other than i'm thoroughly obsessed with it and pissed off to be writing an article tonight instead of reading the book!
i'm feeling a bit stabby myself. but i blame music for that. i had to resort to the metal station on the drive home. that always makes me feel stabby.
Move here. That is all. :)
Stabby. Yep, I am so stealing this from you. Today has been a stabby day at the end of a stabby week. In fact, so far, April has been a pretty stabby month. Just sayin'.
Stabby. Nice.
I feel stabby at least twice a week. I call it my "I'm about to shank a bitch" mood.
I don't know what that series is! Am I missing out?
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